Hey Bill, it’s Sookie…and I have something to say to you!
Everything seemed lovely at first, as if the light would never end.
I felt as if I had tasted “pure happiness.”
You disappeared once…..But no matter what the circumstances pointed to, I never gave up and I never believed you abandoned me. I just wanted to have you back in my life.
But I should have noticed things were rotten, not matter how lovely it all seemed.
You tried to saturate my body with your blood
light fruit so I would remain under your control. You even promised to protect me but you had actually set a trap for my abduction so that I could be harvested by an evil Queen.
I know you would die for me, but I can’t ever have you back in my life in that way.
My life is better now that we’re no longer together but now that I have awaken from your influence, I must face the harsh realities of my life.
You know I will always hold a piece of you with me despite everything and I realize your influence will always be present in my life, if even just a little bit.
You say you love me…BUT you were even willing to give up on me even though I never gave up on trying to find you when you disappeared. Aren’t you ashamed that even Eric wasn’t willing to stop looking for me?
Although I hesitated, I decided to enter your vampire
witch world for you. However, my fate had been decided and I had no choice to back out after my usefulness to them was discovered. **I don’t want you to deny what makes you special. That’s why I want you to join my witch group** **I don’t want you to deny what makes you special. That’s why I want you to join my vampire group**
Despite everything I went through, you made me stronger—-a fighter and a winner!
Your about as trustworthy as a mainstream politician and now you are one!
I even stood up for us when the world eyed us carefully and harassed us for our love.
I know what you want from me, but I have learned my lessons and want to move on with my life, no matter how hard you push.
I cared about you and loved you, yet you continued to lie about your past and the present for your own selfish reasons.
When I disappeared, you not only gave up on me, you barely mentioned me or kept my memory alive as you kept busy with other women.
Even though I loved you, the situation between us turned out to be ridiculous.
I guess part of the reason I loved you so much was because I could be myself with you without worrying…..I wasn’t a freak anymore.
I probably worked harder than I should have to please you and prove my love (even when you had disappeared), but you still wanted to me mold me the way you saw fit even if it meant lying to me and trapping me.
Why don’t you just focus on your politics now and the women that come along with that?
As I probably end up being Eric’s…whether I initially want it or not….And this time, it won’t be a dream…